Honestly, I've never been so consistently happy in my life.
Uni is without a shadow of a doubt the best thing to ever happen. I've grown infinitely more confident, outgoing, determined and most of all.. happy. It's ridiculous, and I'd've slapped anyone with a wet fish who said I'd ever get to this stage.
Not once over the last week have I felt anything less than "really good".
I'd had a relapse a couple days ago. By talking to the right people, surrounding myself with great company, I've managed to bounce straight back into things. Turns out, I
do need to let my guard down sometimes. Not everyone has an agenda to make others feel as naff as possible.
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If I had taken the advice of those who told me not to take the leap, I dread to think where I'd be today. Reading and looking back to how I was 1-5 years ago is insane, I don't know how I managed to live through it.
Sorry, but I'm allowed to say I've conquered a lot, dealt with some toxic people and even though some things can only get worse, I know I'm in a better place now. What is sad, is learning that some of those you call your closest friends, aren't.
Happy happy happy!