I just can't believe how 5 years on it's still such a binary subject. I hate the EU and the alternative. Thing is, I have little faith in the UK. It's a country that has been grappling with decline ever since the 1940's, some would say it goes back to the beginning of the last century.
Some great things have come out of the UK in that time. If I was being patriotic, I'd say the welfare state, the NHS, freedom of speech, liberating Europe from the Nazi's, Concorde, the HST, workers rights, safer roads than the rest of the world.
But when I think of the UK I can't get rid of this vision of this has been state nipping at the ankles of the bigger boys that everyone laughs at. The dilution of the welfare state, the abuse of the NHS, rediculous foreign wars against easy targets to pretend we're still tough, British Leyland, a railway network that's an ancient embarrassment compared to other developed countries, a too tertiary heavy economy and infrastructure plastered with paper to cover the cracks.
Since when has slagging off the trajectory of the UK become taboo? We used to do it all the time and it was great. If I had some level of education and didn't have my kids, I wouldn't live here, it seems like many foreign nationals who have deserted us haven't chosen to either. "Please come back and drive our lorries, look after us when we're unwell and harvest our food". The EU referendum seemed like choosing between a rock and a hard place.
I would happily have voted for Brexit had there been a ballsy PM ready to jump into the hot seat with a maverick master plan to move into the future. Instead we had Borris Johnson and a nobody called Nigel Farage armed with a bus and a poster bashing immigrants, telling lies about EU funding and banging on about blue passports, red telephone boxes and bendy bananas - VS - Posh boys Cameron and Osborne armed with threats to step up their ongoing campaign of ruining the country further should they not get the result they wanted so that they could keep their gentlemans club in check - and Grandpa Corbyn pretending to back the EU for the first time in his entire career so he could shore up his youth vote to help him and McDonnells campaign to take us back to the 1970's.
What a choice! But no, it seems like the country would far sooner fight with eachother at the dinner table and down the pub rather than deal with the elephant in the room.