I was supposed to be at airsoft today with my friend, and I also had one of my anxiety attacks last night, and didn't sleep at all. So of course I had to bail on her. I then of course felt REALLY TIRED and didn't wake up until 7pm today. My health is really bad, I've been told I have 'ME' but I don't believe it for a second, I am convinced it's an endocrine problem that can be treated. Whenever I push myself, this happens. Like a migraine on the first day of a holiday! It's destroying my social life - my health AND the anxiety attacks (I don't even feel anxious. I just feel irritated that it's happening). Incidentally it never happened when I was with my last long term boyfriend (and thank you for all the kind words - it is not just me who is suffering, I'm just making a lot of noise about it as it's affecting me right now).