I know I should be happy but
Had a falling out with my bessie mate of 20 years and not spoken to her since June 2013
was over nothing really, had arranged to go out in town but then her and the girlfriend cried off. Not the first time this had happened,
but anyways made me really angry and with feeling very depressed at the time about eeverthing never spoke to her again.
She sent me loads of texts and voice mail over the next few months which I ignored.
so that ended up making me feel worse about myself, why would I treat my best mate like that.
Im such a
There have been times I wanted to get in touch with her again, but just felt embarrassed and scared
I don't really do friends and she was the only one I had.
Yesterday, sat at home having a cuppa when theres all this banging on the door.
It was D and her new girlfriend
OMG was shocked and so happy to see her
Chatting seemed like old times again, but then finding out her marriage ended ( bad things) and then her dad had passed away
I should have been there to support her.
I should have done a lot of things.
I'm the worse friend ever.