The I Feel Down Topic.

[NuttySquirrel]

Thanks for all your condolences, it really means a lot.

We had confirmation today that she took her own life. It feels like I'm grieving all over again

That's really awful to hear, I am so sorry. That's a very tough way to lose someone close to you. I hope in time you can look back on the good times with happy memories - for now I am sure it feels very raw. I hope it's been of some comfort to reach out to us, we're all thinking of you!

 

[DiogoJ42]

Oh ****** mate, I'm so sorry.

 

[Skyscraper]

Thanks both. We've got the green light to clear out her flat, so we'll be doing that this weekend. Will certainly be an emotional trip.

The funeral arrangements are being sorted, although I feel that we won't be able to move on afterwards as it'll eventually all be dragged up again by the inquest.

 

[DiogoJ42]

Been in a really messed up head hole lately.
I can deal with the depressive bouts. I can get through them and move on.
But this is different. Where has all this deep, seething, anger and rage come from? I haven't felt like this since I was a ****** teenager! I'm just about ready to go on a killdozer rampage. I'm normally the chill guy! This is not me!

Wonder if it's related to a certain new law that prevents the traditional method of de-stressing?

 

[Itgoeshowhigh]

My Dad died suddenly Monday night. Just got up in the middle of the night of the night and dropped dead on the kitchen floor.

The last two days have felt like a storm of emotions; grief, shock, confusion, pain, anger.

We’re assuming massive heart attack (he was waiting for heart surgery) but he had been relatively well, still working part time, always active and on the go, always in the middle of some project. Always tinkering, building something, fixing something, improving something. If anyone had a problem, they went to my dad, he always knew what to do.

Everyone who knew him is in complete and utter shock.

My Dad, the man who could fix anything.

 

[DiogoJ42]

Oh no! Sympathies, hugs, and whatever beverages you need, to you.

 

[spotweld]

I'm so sorry for your loss.

 

[East Coast Mariner]

Very sorry to hear about your loss, @Itgoeshowhigh. What a terrible shock. Wishing you as well as possible at the moment.

 

[Skyscraper]

I'm so sorry @Itgoeshowhigh. I may be dealing with my own grief at the moment, but my DMs are always open if you need someone to talk to

 

[The_bup]

Very sorry for your loss - sounds like a big shock that caught you all off guard.

 

[Zeock]

My Dad died suddenly Monday night. Just got up in the middle of the night of the night and dropped dead on the kitchen floor.

The last two days have felt like a storm of emotions; grief, shock, confusion, pain, anger.

We’re assuming massive heart attack (he was waiting for heart surgery) but he had been relatively well, still working part time, always active and on the go, always in the middle of some project. Always tinkering, building something, fixing something, improving something. If anyone had a problem, they went to my dad, he always knew what to do.

Everyone who knew him is in complete and utter shock.

My Dad, the man who could fix anything.

Your dad sounds like he was a great person. It must be horrible that he's gone, and I share my sympathies. It's good that you have positive memories of him.

 

[Matt N]

I’m so sorry for your loss @Itgoeshowhigh; that sounds like a massive shock. As others have said, I’m always here if you need someone to talk to.